LOVE IS

10 December 2009 @ 10:50 pm

Livejournal is old, I remember when I used to useit everyday. Now I definetly do not use it everyday or everymonth for that matter.

For those that still read this, I assume that there are very few, my boyfriend and I moved into a house at the end of summer and it has been quite nice. We also got 2 kittens, I love them to death.

So i graduate college in a year, holy shit. I'll be taking the LSAT this summer, I'll be applying to private law schools, no state school for me.

So this an update?

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24 March 2009 @ 11:13 am

at work

I wonder why, do I still write in this live journal. This online public entry website that I have been apart of for a few years? Is it because a select few of my old friends still do? I knowno one reads this, but I guess it is good to rent every now and then.
So I am going to vent among other things.

I finally am going to drop my French class tomorrow. I dislike the professor and she is failing my anyways. So I'll deal with it next semester or another. Doing this is taking a huge burdon off my shoulders.Which is nice :) and I can work more, so I make more money :) .

Aside from dropping French. Life is otherwise going well. I have no complents.

I am so in love with this man that it still amazes me to this day. We have been together a little over 10 months now. Those 10 months have been the best in my life. Our relationship is fantastic except when he insists on buying my gas :P . We have great friends and great times together. Hopefully there is a future and I am excited to watch our relationship grow.

SO this summer is going to be kind of crazy, I will have one week inbetween spring classes ending and summer classes starting. I believe Kendall and I will spend a couple days at the beach. I will be taking 8 or 9 classes over the summer, I forget how many. But it is going to be tough and I'll just have to suck it up and do my best. I wont be working either, except for the US Open one weekend and that money will go to my wonderful can't wait vaction in Key West with my l-o-v-e. There will also be house shopping in June-July, hopefully Kendall and I can find a place in Winter Park for a affordable price to move into in August. There will also be a puppy somewhere along the lines if we get the money to do so, I will probably have enough financial aid to buy one. Kendall wants a Corgi and I just want something to keep me company sometimes. We'll see because a dog is just a full time responsibiliy and we both will be going to school full time and I'll also be working.

Anyways....life is obviously all right, houw about you?

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15 March 2009 @ 01:14 pm

sunday

It is Sunday, my final day of break. I did accomplish a few things I wanted to over break and that feels good. Like I went to the beach, cleaned the dorm out, talked with friends that I haven't talked to in a while, completed some french homework haha. Thats about it.

However, there are only 7 weeks of school left. That is awesome but somehow it still feels like I just started school. I am looking forward to going to Key West with Kendall for a few days before summer classes start, that will be awesome.

I am worried about that damn French class, oh well I guess we will see what happens. I think we even have a test coming up ekks!

Hmm.. so wow I'll be 19 at the end of next month.
I'll be looking for a house with the man I love to have in August.
There will probably be corgi searching going on.
Summer classes (I will be taking 7) making me a junior by August.
Picking fall semester classes by next week, wow, that is amazing no more gen. eds just classes that interest me :D.
I will have to start studying for the GRE test.
I am going to stop planning now ha, cause this is getting kind of crazy.

Anyways....

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24 February 2009 @ 02:48 pm

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Spring break is a week and a half away, I am excited about the 5 days off. Over Spring break
I HOPE TO ACCOMPLISH:
-Kendall and I will get the remaining junk from my dorm room
-Finish the painting for the academey
-Study a lot of french.
-Go to the beach at least once.
-Visit with people I haven't visited in a while.
-Start a huge mondogormous (thats my new word I just made up) painting for hopefully a new living room to move into in August.
-Get my pressed roses framed.

So those are Spring break goals. I will also pick classes for the summer terms. I am hoping to finish all of my gen ed's. Aside from being on academic warning because of french, life is well. I have no other complaints :) .
I just sometimes get bored, because I do the same routine every day and I hate that. Jess and I are going out Thursday evening, I can't wait!
I need a girls night out.
I think I also have my first cavaty which really sucks I am going to get that looked at Thursday also, and get my eyes checked because unfortunately I think my sight is slowly weakening.

There it is goes for my complaining :)

Time for french tutoring :D

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20 January 2009 @ 09:56 pm

a few months past

It's coming to the end of my night and I felt like finally writing.
I believe there is maybe 1 or 2 people that still read this, but I read Stephen's entry tonight and it made me real happy for him, I love him a lot and I'm glad his birthday was absolutely fantastic.

Welcome 2009, Obama is now our President. I am glad that I was able to watch him being sworn in as President today, it was a happy moment at work, for all of us.

I made no resolution this year. I have made many in the past and for obvious reasons I don't any more. There is really not much for me to stick with or resolute to. School is fine and I could not ask for anything more in the relationship I am in. I am completely happy and in love with Kendall (that statement kind of scares me because I know there is never a forever). Atleast proven in my past, good things do tend to come to an end.

I am just aiming for completion I guess you could say in a way. I want a secure future (career, family, friends). I am finished with my past, how life was when I was 13-17. So, I am slowly learning new concepts I didn't like; for example, possession and being able to face problems rather than just run away oh and also my huge independence thing (that one is a lot harder just because I cannot trust a person enough to always be there). Let's just still say I enjoy working rather than going to school full time because ya know, there is that making money factor. School will pay off and I know that.

I am going to start writing my book. It would be nice to have done for my birthday just so that I can make a family announcement about it (to get some past statements off my chest). But that is doubtfull, so we will see.

Maybe in a few months or so, I'll be back.

what im feeling:

thoughtful

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06 September 2008 @ 05:38 pm

looking back

August 6, 2006

a couple nights ago, my friend adam was talking to me, it was his graduation party and he was like you know i was with my 16 year-old brother earlier and i look at you and you have had so much happen to you, you arent't any 16 year old. and i was like yeah i've gone threw alot of shit, dad dies, get expelled, arrested a couple times, moms in and out of rehab, droped out, went back, i get kicked out a couple times, stupid guys fucking me over, was wanted, get addicted to coke, just shit,but he was like you are one of the smartest people i know you have gone threw so much in life and just so strong. and it all makes sense. its wierd. i have so much going for me. just going threw so much shit and trying to make things right, getting out and being ok. cause things are back on the right path. would i rewind and do things over? maybe. if i wasn't the person i am today then i wouldn't. you live, you learn, it's alright, you grow.

September 6, 2008

look now, everything is ok. i'm a student at Rollins College, and in a beautiful relationship. family is ok. i am 18 years old with life on the right track, making my impact. it's funny to look back and read all my past enteries, i know it was me, but it feels like it wasn't.

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17 August 2008 @ 10:57 pm

got it!

i just want to find where home is.
its not going to be my dorm room and my mothers house is not home.
someday, ill find home.

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17 August 2008 @ 10:07 pm

hello august, i've been waiting

i'm having second thoughts about moving on campus.
im susposed to move in tomorrow.
god, i came home tonight from Kendalls and reality just crushed me.
i feel lost, but i know what i'm doing.
why?

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26 March 2008 @ 05:18 pm

it's spring time

school..almost over..april 25 is my last day, 5 weeks. i can make it.
i hate too much homework.
i'm broker than the man on the corner.
working 20 hours a week doesn't cut it.
i need a break, i am working too hard.
i am applying to Rollins for fall, :D
i want to spend a semester in France next spring, i will whether i am at rollins or not.
katie comes down from england at the end of may, i'm so excited to see her.
april 29th i turn 18, yay.
for summer i am reconsidering taking 8 classes, if i get into rollins, none, but i still have to register just in case.
i find that bothersome.
so thats an update.

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14 November 2007 @ 06:27 pm

the days are getting colder and darker

I am writing just out of boredom. It is giving me something to do other than try to convert my microsoft word into French format, which I do not even want to think about dealing with . So I am here.
I am so extremely happy with everything right now. I don't think I have enjoyed my life this much in a long time.
Work isn't that bad, I am making money.
School is absolutely fantastic except when I have to deal with financial aid, because they call at the most inconvient times. I love school, a lot.
If you have Florida Pre-Paid, ask to speak to someone higher than a customer service representative to get the right damn papers mailed.
Next semester don't try to fit into my shecdule, it will be impossible. I swear. 6 classes, 22 credits. And working nights and weekands. Haha that reminds me of a cell phone commercial.
I love the man I am with, our relationship is simply amazing. We have been together for almost a year. The only dumb thing about our relationship is spending $100 at the bar every now and then.
Thanksgiving will be the best. I am seeing tons of my parents old friends, they are more like family. We really lost touch with them when my father died. My mom, sister, my self and Hen are going to our friends big red barn on like 50 acres of land, with tons of people, and tons of really good food. I can not wait to see them all, wow.Really wow.
Sad to say, Hen and I are moving back to Orlando at the end of the month, in like a week and a half because we are poor college kids. Haha. I hate to leave Cocoa. I love it so much. Walking EVERYWHERE, the winn-dixie I work at, the beach, the resturants/bars, the people. I love it there. I will move back, trust me.
I am picking Corey up on Saturday to give Hen his first tattoo that I have picked out and will have Corey design. It is going to be sweet!! I would like to get one more, maybe who knows. We shall find out saturday now won't we.
Hopefully over winter break I am going to get my car fixed and then at the end of the month I will get a new car. Yippie. I am looking at a Honda Accord or something else, I have a list. Haha. My uncle is helping me pick out a car, thankgod for him.
I cannot wait fro school to be over with. I need a break so bad. Ok I want a break so bad. Not having to worry about any damn school work for a month sounds very appealing to moi!
Any who. I'm done.
<3

what im feeling: crazy

crazy

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